Monday, April 16, 2007
last post bfore i change my blog url.. tryin to find sth u noe..really nice.. bt dne.. i m such a bo liao person so i guess my blog url will b still v. weird? lolx.. bt den will nv lose to mel's blahbaablacksheep or izzit baablahblacksheep or wateva lahx horx?

anw.. kinda reflected.. lookin @ myself.. lookin @ pple.. hmmm.. i realise da pple left ard mi seems to b so lil.. hmmm.. spent 4yrs in co.. hmmm.. hu i still really really contact w? none. hmmm.. mayb juz momiji n kisa.. da rest? all disappear into thin air.. hmmm.. i guess i juz dunno how to kip contact w pple yar? duno how to show my concern n care n etc... i juz dunno how. i dunno y pple stick to mi tho i m lk so bo chap?

4A pple.. i m left w none.. hmm.. mayb ah lian bahx.. bt den ah lian is coz we same jc wat.. n mayb jess? dat one counted as 2A de lahx... den 2A de left w mad n eunice? nt much contact anw.. bt den nowadays i m practically out of contact coz i dun lk to sms.. i sms long le i find it v. ma fan to sms.. unless my mood is gd.. or else.. halfway i will disappear.. lolx...

primary sch one i left w zero..

jc ones.. left q. a no.. all my gals! =) mayb coz we still same sch few mnths ago? hmmm.. mayb aft few mnths left a few oso? i dunno.. time will tell?

it's kinda sad dat wen u r close to pple den juz drift apart coz u dunno how to care... honestly speakin.. i noe i duno how to show my concern.. i dun ask doesnt mean i dun care... i kip quiet doesnt mean i dun care... da ting is i duno how to show it... i dunno how to console pple... i only noe how to scold pple.. i noe how to listen..

same as wen i haf tings i dun say.. coz i duno how to say.. i dunno wat to say.. sometimes i dun even understand myself.. dat kinda tings.. how to say? i m so tired of myself for being unable to express... y everytin nid to b say out? i realy dunno. thot pple will understand mi.. bt den..

oh.. i suddenly realise.. we really havin dinner 2gether agn sia! dat time is eunice's bday.. now is mad bday.. den will b dor bday den my bday.. den weiyi's bday.. hope we can make it lahx.. havin dinner 2gether on bdays.. =)

oh. suddenly had an idea of my blog url.. =D

tata pple. =)

i reflected bt den i guess i wont change? lolx. i m so dead. =P