Wednesday, April 18, 2007
new blog url.

http://loveasalwaes-sushi.blogspot.com/

pple pls relink mi! i swear i will use diz url for one mnth @ least? lolx.

i dunno y i changin my url. i relaly dun. bt den. sian of crated. mayb i will change back.

okiex. pple. gif mi till diz friday. i will tell u my blog url.

pai seh.

2day is v. messy day. lolx. i dunno y. i feel pissed, happy, no mood, sad?, etc.

sarah ate mos w mi durin my break! =) tho her main purpose is to gif kenny her schedule. bt den, thanks anw~ lolx.

i 4gt wat we tokin abt le, bt den ended up rac say u dun nid take care de, break up oso mei shi. hmmmmm. truly speakin. dunno i shld b happy abt it or nt. lolx. bt den she ended w i noe u v. sad. lolx. den started to argue abt shld say or dun say. i tink shld say.

12+ den reached hm. thank god dere is one o' sardine waitin for mi @ hm. =) thanks hueva hu bot it. lolx. btw all thanks to bazid so late den reach hm bt den still nid thanks him for da ride hm~ coz i saved 98cents. =)

i'm so tired. eatin breakfast tmr? hope so. so long nv c my mama le.

tmr half day, meetin da gals.
friday off, i duno wat to do yet.

edwin ask y i lk to drink. or sth lk dat i cant rmb. i m v. tired u c.
den bazid say da song she listen u noe y liao mahx.
i duno wat to say.

i dun dirnk a lot. bt den i lk it. bt den pple ard me rarely drink so i din drink much wat.

i dun lk da attitude.
bt den nt really my problem rite?
tings r gettin bad for mi agn.
sobs.

rac ask if i hate him.
i say no.
do i?

crappy crappy rubbish.
all r craps.

i'm so tempted to prove u wrong.
bt den no pt.

tata pple~ take care! =)

love as alwaes,
shiling.

Monday, April 16, 2007
last post bfore i change my blog url.. tryin to find sth u noe..really nice.. bt dne.. i m such a bo liao person so i guess my blog url will b still v. weird? lolx.. bt den will nv lose to mel's blahbaablacksheep or izzit baablahblacksheep or wateva lahx horx?

anw.. kinda reflected.. lookin @ myself.. lookin @ pple.. hmmm.. i realise da pple left ard mi seems to b so lil.. hmmm.. spent 4yrs in co.. hmmm.. hu i still really really contact w? none. hmmm.. mayb juz momiji n kisa.. da rest? all disappear into thin air.. hmmm.. i guess i juz dunno how to kip contact w pple yar? duno how to show my concern n care n etc... i juz dunno how. i dunno y pple stick to mi tho i m lk so bo chap?

4A pple.. i m left w none.. hmm.. mayb ah lian bahx.. bt den ah lian is coz we same jc wat.. n mayb jess? dat one counted as 2A de lahx... den 2A de left w mad n eunice? nt much contact anw.. bt den nowadays i m practically out of contact coz i dun lk to sms.. i sms long le i find it v. ma fan to sms.. unless my mood is gd.. or else.. halfway i will disappear.. lolx...

primary sch one i left w zero..

jc ones.. left q. a no.. all my gals! =) mayb coz we still same sch few mnths ago? hmmm.. mayb aft few mnths left a few oso? i dunno.. time will tell?

it's kinda sad dat wen u r close to pple den juz drift apart coz u dunno how to care... honestly speakin.. i noe i duno how to show my concern.. i dun ask doesnt mean i dun care... i kip quiet doesnt mean i dun care... da ting is i duno how to show it... i dunno how to console pple... i only noe how to scold pple.. i noe how to listen..

same as wen i haf tings i dun say.. coz i duno how to say.. i dunno wat to say.. sometimes i dun even understand myself.. dat kinda tings.. how to say? i m so tired of myself for being unable to express... y everytin nid to b say out? i realy dunno. thot pple will understand mi.. bt den..

oh.. i suddenly realise.. we really havin dinner 2gether agn sia! dat time is eunice's bday.. now is mad bday.. den will b dor bday den my bday.. den weiyi's bday.. hope we can make it lahx.. havin dinner 2gether on bdays.. =)

oh. suddenly had an idea of my blog url.. =D

tata pple. =)

i reflected bt den i guess i wont change? lolx. i m so dead. =P

happy 19th birthday to dear madeleine! =)

so fast nxt yr is 20 liaox.. lolx.. goin to cya ltr!!! =)

i m havin a bad habit.. of cumin online everyday aft work.. no matter how tired i m.. unless my sis is usin da com n i tahan till i cannt tahan she still usin den i wont b usin it.. so 90% every nite i will online.. hmmm.. i guess i m tryin to get connect w da rest of da world? lolx.. readin blogs n stuffs.. coz now i m juz work work work work work..

2day felt better alr.. tho now coughin starts to emerge den now i feelin a bit feverish.. hmmm.. muz b da prata i ate juz now.. lolx. or mayb da ice cream.. or mayb da chicken durin my break or mayb even da pepsi.. lolx.. i aint any gd gal la horx.. sick cannt eat diz cannt eat dat.. eat q. a lot of unhealthy stuffs.. bt den.. hey.. my mama say sick can drink pepsi de... wen i fever my mama used to buy coke for mi okiex? so i feel lk drinkin coke.. hmmm.. tmr shld buy coke bfore i go work.. lolx..

anw fr tmr onwards everyone transformin to superman/superwoman.. lolx.. we practically c everyone everyday lahx.. unless those workin in da evenin de.. den wont c so much of dem... bt den pple lk bazid kenny faiz rachel n mayb even amy i will kip c-in dem.. lolx.. hope i wont sian of c-ing dem sia.. lolx...

went to had supper 2day.. prata~ n tasted sth new.. lolx.. boom.. lolx.. n ermx.. tea cino ice or sth lk dat? lolx... pai seh arhx.. i rarely eat supper.. n i eat free ride hm! =) thanks thanks!

lalala.

i wonder wen wil i c cheryl n sarah.. hmmm..

my bean sprouts still refuse to stand! argh. i muz practise~~~~~~~

tmr will b a v. bz day.. do diz do dat do diz do dat.. will i die doin floor da whole day? 9hrs summore.. lolx.. c how lahx.. bt nvm.. ah lian cumin work tmr!!!! =D

okiex.. i shld go off liaox.. stil lhaf lots of tings haven do.. zzz.. wan slp liaox.. lolx..

tata. nitex pple~

love as alwaes,
sushi. =)

Sunday, April 15, 2007
had fever 2day... totally gong durin work.. bt now feelin much better.. bt i guess.. it is goin to b worse agn wen i wake up.. coz i nv haf enough slp.. i dun understand.. y cant i go slp? lolx.. i wan to slp @ 1.. now i m still awake.. n still bloggin summore.. -.-

some numbers.

21/01
26/01
13/02
26/02
01/03
14/03
15/04

i take one mnth to move on... kinds slow arhx?

i guess i grew up. bt den. i m alr v. matured! lolx. =P

nitex pple~ i m goin to slp.. tryin to..

anybody wan work for mi tmr? i wan mc~~~ lolx..

i will b happy.
i goin to b happy.

oh. run 4.6K 2day w 2 pple help. imagine w/o dem. omg. how to run? lolx. thanks kenny for da dishup closin help n etc. =)

love as alwaes,
sushi. =)

Saturday, April 14, 2007
down w flu. soon cough n sore throat is goin to find mi. pple pls pray for mi dat i dun get fever.

cannt mc now, nobody to cover mi.

san, sry i din reply u. too tired to reply. so so so so sry.

mayb i really nid sb to take care of mi. bt nahx. i gt used of being independent. only myself is reliable? lolx.

i m @ dilemnia [wrong spellin?] shld i drink orange juice to give mi vit c bt den orange juice will bring mi more flu? n den choc coz i was too cold [wat's da opp of heaty?] bt den choc will bring mi sore throat + fever.. -.-

shit. i tink i m havin fever liao. tears r cumin. damn it.

i shld really go slp liaox. zzz. bless mi pple. i cannt work lk dat. damn it. i m bringin problems to da store sia wen da store is shortage of pple liaox. damn it.

one mnth le.
few more hrs to go.
time flew rite?
da smses r still dere.
i haven gt da energy to do.
i haven gt da mood to do.
i haven gt da time to do.

hope u r happy.
i really do hope dat.
no pt ended up both of us r unhappy.
really ptless.
bt den.
nt dat i m unhappy.
lolx.

oh. dat kenneth give mi da wrong song lahx.
oh ah lian cumin back to work! =)

i nid some love.
i nid some care.
i nid some hugs.
i nid some concern.

rac ask mi wen i m sick hu m i tinkin of.
my ans is. my bed.
seriously.
i din tink of anyone.
guess i m too independent?

love as alwaes,
sushi.

oh. faiz say i m love sick. -.-

Friday, April 13, 2007
one w 1r/s experience say she get over w it le.
bt den one w 13r/s experience say w his experience she haven get over w it.

idiot. lolx.
da only one hu still bring diz topic up.
n he's da one hu say i bury my sorrow into da song called that's why u went away by michael learns to rock coz i lk it n kenneth lk it so he go repeat track.. lolx.
so anw,
he make mi start to tink agn.
tho i m so tired.

i dun care so wat if i emphase da word.
it is da truth wat.

faiz said sth v. ridiculous. tho if it's da truth i will b happy. i'm so dead.

ps: i dun wan to die of heart attack.

oh.. kenneth resigned liaox.. 2day last day.. sobs.. lolx... miss his laptop! lolx.. =)

hey pple,
thanks for the love,
thanks for the concern,
thanks for being dere,
thanks for being u.
=)

do i sound lk i'm leavin? lolx.. i m nt.. i still haf my uni life to live thru! still haf my future~~~ =)

oh oh.. my pay is alr 505 bfore cpf fr 26 or izzit 25 mar to 11.. wahhahahahahaha` i tink i can earn 800 diz mtnh? i duno.. =)

single = low hp bill, more money for myself = more shoppin! i shld start plannin my list!! =) my jacket, watch [i m dyin to wear a watch.. so weird nt wearin one..], bag.. more heels more clothes.. =) oh.. n a new specs!

cant wait for uni life to start.. =) coz everyone startin sch soon.. make mi wan to start sch soon too!

sch life is gd. i alwaes luv studyin. lolx. coz i m alwaes learnin.

oh oh. i nid a notebk for my stuffs. i shld go popular buy it sia. wanted to buy dat notebk. c how bahx. =) c wat time i wake up tmr. or else go novena den buy lorx. durin my break.

anyone miss mi? =)

love as alwaes,
sushi. =)

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
i m tired. bt i dun wan slp. -.- it's lk most of da time i m workin. so i wan kip some time to myself? i dunno.

been so bz workin. no time to do or tink anytin else. bt den thots still float ard wen i go work or wen i went hm.

tho i hate my colleagues for all leavin due to startin of sch.. bt den.. gd luck! enjoy ur sch life~~~ soon i will enjoy my final sch life.. lolx.. i will enjoy it.. wont i? bt den will miss u all!!! =) take care~

so i m workin lk hell now.. esp now ridzuan as resigned.. -.- den w david n amy goin over... hu else left? -.- -.- -.- -.-

messier messier messier. can my life be back to simple? if, if, if.

i haf changed i realised. wen san say sb juz broke up w his stead. den i ask wen? she said ard one mnth.. den i say nt juz liao lorx.. q. long le. -.- i tink if it's last time, 2mnths seems to b juz for mi. lolx.. mayb even 3mnths? sitll counted as short for mi. i dunno i changed for da better or worse.

i nid a new start.

oh oh.. david has left. sobs! tho he alwaes pull my ponytail.. bt den sad lahx! cannt find him for kitchen stuffs le.. sobs.

i wan to back to...

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now i 4gt wat i wan to type.. -.-

if u noe.. will it b better? i dun tink so.

btw i had a doughnut fr qiqi.. da one she queued for 3hrs!!! so lng.. bt it loks so beautiful! so many choices sumore.. =) imagine someone actually spent 3hrs to queue juz to buy for mi.. tho diz is nt lahx.. bt dne.. da thot is lk.. so sweet. lolx.. tho i tink i will scold da person stupid.. bt den.. i m happy lahx.. lolx..

i juz tink too much.

“可以难过，可是要有个期限。” ------ 我和僵尸有个约会III

“都跟你说他叫阿敏了！” ------ 引擎

=)

btw i hope nobody is worryin for mi bt anw.. juz to reassure pple.. i m fine. =) n happy.

heard enough stories to make my hair stand.. lolx... full hse leix.. -.-

anw.. 2day i m so tired.. lolx.. tho i slp alot liaox.. -.- dey say i v. moody... bt i dun tink so leix.. lolx.. i m juz tired. aint i?

STRIKE! all correct! lolx.. =P

mayb it's fate or sth... i din get to post dat entry.. tmr mornin i guess.. along w da cleanin up. =)

nt much to say. tata``

love as alwaes,
sushi. =)

Tuesday, April 10, 2007
it muz b da drinks i had juz now. dat makin mi emo. lolx.

well well.. let mi summarise wat i did 2day.. or sld i say ytd...

meet mel n her mama n her di @ novena.. den go pl to eat my salmon steak w fried egg!!!! i realised i din take foto of it! so sad.. sobs... lolx.. bt anw.. i luv da salmon!!!! =)

den went to cityhall kel is late eve still @ hm.. lolx.. so we went to charles n keith first to find my clutch! dun haf! sobs.. den went to novena sq de.. dun haf oso! sobs sobs.. den kelly came.. went to novo.. den went to c my jacket.. i lk da puma one.. bt den.. it's guys one so mayb too big for mi? mayb i shld juz buy a gal one.. hmmm.. still considering..

den off we went! to kbox~~~ 3 of us.. w eve joinin us @ 4? sing sing sing sing... i off pitch here off rhythm dere.. -.- bt nvm.. i dun care! lolx.. i happy can liaox.. =P lookin @ da lyrics.. tinkin lots of tings...

den aft dat walk here walk dere till san cum.. we headed to suntec food court to eat.. =) i hate my hor fan w egg! nice~ kinda lil coz i finished it.. lolx... oh oh.. qiqi cum bfore dat., =)

den walk so so so long finally reached DXO.. had vodka RIBENA.. pls lahx.. it tastes lk ribena.. lolx.. even mel say so.. den aft dat is bourbon coke or wateva da correct spellin is.. it sux.. den mayb coz i drank da last cup too fast... my heart pump lk so fast.. -.-

few seconds i reached da bus stop my bus cum.. leavin qiqi alone so ke lian.. lolx.. tot i will b da one waitin for bus coz 133 juz left.. luckily sia.. =)

anw.. kinda early for mi.. reachin hm @ 12.. -.- where gt pple so early go hm de! bt den nvm..

thanks mel, kel, eve, san, qiqi to pei mi go kbox and/or DXO~ luv u gals!

ps: lazy to put up da pics.. wan to c go mel's blog.. her blah baa black sheep.. lolx..

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it muz b da drinks dat makes mi...

feel da pain,
miss you,
tink of u,
feel empty.

anw... prayin hard dat u will b happy.. another u oso.. n another u oso.. n more u, u, u, u.. we will get our happiness.. =) trust mi. i m alwaes correct. -.- nahx.

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i still din get to watch my number 23... sad.

on my way hm... was tinkin.. y m i destroyin my body.. drink is alr bad for health.. i sitl ldrink wen i m nt supposed to...

feel kinda low alr mel stil lsay i useless.. *slaps mel* =P

i haf sth to say bt i duno hu shld i say to.. i din wan da person to b fed up w mi.. to b irritated by me.. to tink i m v. fan or wat... mayb i m askin for someone to pity mi.. to show mi some attention? i dunno.

b more darin n dun gif up.

love as alwaes,
sushi. =)

Monday, April 09, 2007
i m exhausted. i reach hm @ 12+am.. i din go out okiex.. i went straight hm aft work..

2day 7of us: mi sarah cheryl faiz bazid rachel david work in da evenin.. practically it's juz us aft 3 n amy left @ 5+? i dun rmb.. bt anw... da sales damn gd lahx in da end.. 4.4K... -.- wen ivy left it is 1.8K? run lk mad.. -.- den mi zuo bo kia coz cheryl do cashier mahx.. den i supposed to do dish up.. nahx.. faiz is supposed to do dish up.. so ended up do floor a bit do dish up a bit do diz do dat.. lolx..

den aft dat pia closin.. wash my ice cream machine so irritatin.. den wipe diz wipe dat.. finish @ 11.30? i dunno.. do till tired sia.. -.- lolx...

muz blog faster ltr my com shut down i scold vulgar.. -.- cannt scold vulgar...

anw.. my plan is foiled coz nvs charles n keith black color clutch has da last pic on display! den i dun wan take da display one.. so i dun haf a clutch to bring tmr!!! sobs... bt citylink haf it.. so mayb i will buy it along da way lahx.. hmmm.. i shld cancel away da mayb.. lolx.. i will buy it.. =P

i cant wait for tmr or shld i say ltr!!! bt den.. pls let mi spend less dan 50? hmmm.. xcluding my clutch.. -.- lolx..

anw work is kinda disappointin 2day.. coz i kinda screwed up @ floor.. make kitchen do worng dish.. den ended up no tray.. -.- den my ice cream machine no more mix.. den orders nv cum out etc etc.. it's lk.. wen u thot u can do it.. tings juz cock up n u doubt urself.. x.x

i m nt givin up. i will do better nxt time! lolx.. i hope i m nt tryin hard for da wrong ting.. i hope i m nt givin up for da wrong ting..

09/04/2007
da day i left u.

love as alwaes,
sushi. =)

Sunday, April 08, 2007

found usin www.yahoo.com
i m still reading it.. bot it on da day we went to eve's hse... =) wasnt an act of impulse.. juz sth i decided long ago...

for one more day.. if u get to haf one more day.. wat will u do? wen da bk is out i din noe wat will i do.. now i noe.. for dat one more day. =)

oh oh.. ytd bazid eat my break time! coz he nid to tok to mi lahx.. he shld haf tok to mi first den sarah mahx.. bt den nvm... was happy wen he said dat tho so many tings haf happen i din show my mood swing... i din show any unhappiness... @ least sb appreciate my efforts of kipin to myself? lolx... no lahx.. as in i find it to b ridiculous to do a lousy job coz sth happen to u... i m touched, seriously. bt den he say i niao. -.- i m nt horx... anw.. i m under observation.. lolx..

i tink i m hungry. damn. nid to tahan till v. long. die. wateva.

anw.. da whole com is drivin mi crazy.. msn cannt sign in.. other pple's blog entries hang.. -.- i nid to refresh to c da new updated ones.. wat's wrong w my com?

lolx.. my mama cookin maggi for mi... n dat's one of da tings she dunno how to cook.. lolx... nvm.. i shld save her n i cook myself.. shit. no more maggi.. only left bee hoon... haix... no food..

changin blog url soon. change blogskin soon.

bt anw.. no pt regrettin tings dat u shdl haf done bt din. or tings dat u shldnt haf done bt did. mayb once in a while.. wen u go drinkin... u can regret once in a blue moon or sth lk dat.. bt den most impt ting is to live ur life gd no matter how bad it can b or how hard it will b... dun kip regrettin... ended up u will haf more tings to regret.. -.-

as i alwaes believe, always look on da brite side of life! =) tho i m a bit pessimistic. =P

lalala.. my mama cookin for mi! lolx... so shld blog more crap til she's done! lolx...

tmr.. thot of wat to wear liaox.. my new zara top! shld b jeans coz my mama hates mi to wear skirt wen i go drink.. dun ask mi y.. lolx... den mayb my new flats! w a new clutch dat i m goin to buy ltr durin my break!!!!!!! mayb buyin my jacket soon.. bt nt 2day or tmr.. so wil lb bringin one.. my new clutch~~~~ lolx.. cant wait for my break... i luv to bring clutch! goin to collect clutch!!!!! lolx... i only haf 2 now.. one v. small wite one n one v. big silver one.. so buyin one black one.. totally different fr dat 2.. den c how it goes lahx.. coz my sis haf a pink one n a brown one.. lolx.. i tink i haf more dan enough le.. c how.. =)

da idea of shoppin perks mi up.

tata pple~ =)

love as alwaes,
sushi.

Friday, April 06, 2007
to him:

hey.. been long since i mention u in my blog.. anw diz time cfm i haf let u go.. so i juz hope dat we r still frenz... it's a pity to lose a fren.. =) jia you in amk pl!

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=) i noe y i luv da gals so much.. lolx.. coz dey will do bo liao tings w mi.. we can go eve's hse to stay overnite juz to play bridge.. dey goin to pei mi go kbox den DXO on monday.. =D nt lk dey lk drinkin.. bt den.. juz to pei mi lahx.. =) lolx.. thanks! i luv u all! so i decided nt to post any of da nt so pretty fotos lahx.. lolx..


so left w mi! =) my foreva same expression foto.. =P

anw.. wanted to buy vodka.. did i say in da previous entry.. anw cldnt find it lahx.. bt den mel bot sparkling juice..

oh my god! diz is worse dan beer.. lolx.. i rather drink wine or wateva lahx.. =P

i luv eve's poker cards!


da foreva ace of hearts..

anw we practically din slp.. all da way till 7+ den slpt for 1+ hr.. den wake up.. den went to eat mos w my sis + mama! =) den went work.. so gong durin work lahx.. totally knock off durin my break.. zzz...

so now at hm... tho i deserve a celebrations.. bt den tings juz appear at da wrong time.. so pai seh arhx.. din went to eat supper w u all.. lolx... i will definitely miss eatin da crabs... n da drinks.. bt den.. nvm... unspeakable.

i wan to kun. zzz. bt i still wan watch my 引擎.. lolx.. lalala.. so may as well as online.. =)

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i luv my sandals or wateva u call it! =)
i cant wait to buy my jacket! =)
i muz save to buy my watch! =)

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kinda sad dat lots of pple r startin sch.
sad.
everyone is disappearin.
eventually.
leavin mi alone.
sobs.
n soon i will leave.
sad.

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anw.. i m a happy gal. =)

love as alwaes,
sushi. =)

i m @ eve's hse now! lolx.. playin bridge.. lolx...

i guess i m nt really ready.

lolx.. i haf it so funny to blog using a cordless keyboard.. lolx.. so now enjoyin my moment @ eve's hse.. w a cordless mouse oso! =)

i set a deadline. by nxt monday i will start anew! lolx.. i noe i can do it le..

oh.. kelly ask mi to blog abt mel kipo gettin her ace of hearts... lolx... i guess it's fate. lolx. wat's da connection b/w her ace of hearts? lolx... go ask her.. =P

i dunno wat to say. lalala.
so dat's it.

i juz luv being w da gals. =D thanks.

Thursday, April 05, 2007
honestly speakin. can anybody read my chi words fr da previous entry? i cant even read it myself.. lolx..

anw... woke up @ 1+pm.. so longggggggggggggg nv wake up so latel e.. lolx.. tho woke up no. of tiems in b/w.. coz i was listenin to my hp while i slp.. so 6+ i woke up to switch off my hp mp3 n my rm light.. den 7+ wake up coz my mama woke mi up.. coz she din noe if i m workin anot.. i din update my schedule @ da fridge dere.. no pt updatin sometimes.. dey still ask mi abt it.. lolx.. den 10+ wake up.. fa dai-ing.. daydreamin... den went back to slp.. 1+ truly wake up.. lolx.. =)

kinda sian of my blogskin.. lolx.. as usual... so was searchin blogskins... while i found diz ermx.. poem? lolx..

I, I don't know why I miss you so much
Yeah I, I don't know why I still feel your touch
You, you left me feeling high and dry
With nothing, nothing but the question why

Yeah you, I guess you had another direction
And leaving me with nothing but a dead connection

If you call me today
I'll say that I'm fine
But I bet you can tell by the tone of my voice
It's just a lie

You knew what you had
You still walked away leaving me in this mess
My love for you is deep and meaningless
You, you knew what you were doing to me
And I, I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
(Damn that's sad)
There are many things left to remind me
Of a love that I just can't leave behind me

不想再依赖。
不想花$30换来一个教训。不是钱的问题，而是信任的问题。
不想后悔相信你。
不想对每个人有疑心。
不想再想你。

想要你。
想快乐。
想大家开心。
想拥抱。
想放弃。
想换工作。却不希望离开。
想说出心里的话，却说不出口。

不想放弃却想逃跑。

想哭却哭不出来。
不想睡却很容易睡着。

我的傻，
希望得到谅解。
傻人，
会得到幸福吗？

我很想脱轨，
换个生活。
还是应该说我很想回到从前，
过回原本的生活。

我快要被我自己逼疯了。

nus send mi an email askin mi to make my payment. i was given an 2nd chance. y i get a 2nd chance? y? mayb i was alr given.

tmr off. goin to play bridge @ eve hse w eve mel n kel n stayin overnite! =) da gals kip mi alive. thanks.

谢谢你的照顾。
感恩放在心里。

Tuesday, April 03, 2007
i duno shld i say 2day is a gd day.. or a bad day...

i get to meet mad aft so long.. n eunice oso.. =) n i gt my crop jacket! =) n i realised amk hub haf my bag! da one i wan to buy @ heeren.. lolx...

bt den..

i din get to watch number 23.. n nobody wan to watch it w mi.. anyone wan watch? so desperate to watch it.. sobs. den i din buy my jacket n i din buy my bag...

coz i scare i nt enough to spend diz mnth.. -.- lolx.. n i m supposed to save.. so i tinkin shld i postpone my bag till nxt mnth? bt den nxt mnth i nid to buy a watch~! i pray nxt mnth pay will b much much more dan diz mnth! =)

den for my jacket.. i m kinda stuck.. lolx.. i duno which brand to buy..

1. puma
2. converse
3. lp zone

which one shld i get... i lk lp zone de design bt den does da quality really diff? i lk da converse da neon green de.. lolx.. or da dark green de.. den still gt puma~ i luv puma! tho kel dun tink it worth da price.. bt den i dun wan to wear 3stripes.. lolx.. or nike.. does nike sells jacket? dun rmb.. lolx.. still lookin for jacket... =) i will buy it diz mnth! i guess so.. =)

nxt mnth haf watch to worry abt.. so my bag will b diz mnth too i guess..

plannin my expenses.. -.-

found sth in my wallet. search so long den i realised it's dere. -.- sooooooooooooooooo long.

happiness in da pain. confusion in da happiness.

anybody wan make mi happy by pei-ing mi watch number 23 pls? =) *hopeful*

tata pple~

oh oh.. i m gettin my monday off.. n thurs end work bfore 6? lolx.. iduno.. bt den.. i guess kenny gif mi wat i wan.. lolx.. bfore i cant even get off.. =)

oh oh.. amk pl da sales gettin nt so gd i tink.. no more queue leix.. so empty.. lolx... i dunno lahx.. mayb da craze ended..

23?

i dunno wat to do sia.

din wan to stay @ hm so goin to store to pass da apron n rot dere till mad is free.. din wan to go out n cum hm n go out agn.. tho by den my mama shld b slpin le.. bt den.. argh...

was alr in da bad mood wen i woke up.. n my mama make it worse by kip askin mi to go pay... den i bloody stupid only haf da application no so i cannt pay it.. so my mama nag nag nag nag nag nag nag.. kns. made mi dun feel lk studyin lahx... idiot.

wanted to leave hse early bt den ended up mad can meet mi aft 1... dat means i so early go store will rot dere till siao..

n it is rainin soon.. damn.

ltr goin amk hub to shop.. mayb no mood to shop? i dunno. mayb go a while cu mback le? coz mad no mood to shop.

shld haf work 2day. saded.

juz let mi b. really.

i duno wat i m doin.

mayb due to da receipt in da atm card holder.

so i took out my memory boxes.


so full of memorable stuffs... lolx.. tings dat i dun bear to throw away.. =)

i was actually searchin for diz...

my cards! if u open my wallet bfore u shld haf seen it.. lolx... da one i haf in my wallet is..

Ling. =)
Heaven.
SINGAPORE

dat is stil lda best.. lolx.. was searchin to c if can replace it w a better one.. den still stick to my old decision...

den i open another one...



i took out every single ting n take a look.. rmbin..




n it go back where it belongs. n stayed dere for a v. v. v. v. long time untouched. nahx. i puttin my top inside soon.

i feel so stupid now.
damn.

warnin: lots of fotos cumin.. so let ur com load dem bahx.. lolx...

pls tell mi y i juz cant stop myself fr wearin heels? or wedges.. lolx... i haf 2blisters.. one each for my sole.. sobs.. lolx.. so pain lahx.. first time get watery de.. my sis say.. wen i came back lahx.. she say diz pair too high le.. no wonder! diz pair is higher dan da usual ones we haf.. argh.. i too long nv wear heels liaox.. alwaes slippers n shoes to work.. lolx.. so tmr no more heels for mi.. sobs...

oops.. i wanted to sms mad den ended up i take my sis phone.. lolx.. den irealise.. wait.. it's nt my phone coz mr bean aint dere.. lolx..

i wan w880i da black one! so nice~ bt i juz changed my phone.. sobs...

i nid to apply off agn.. lolx.. diz is wat happen wen my frenz r unemployed.. lolx... nxt monday go kbox.. n finally my DXO~ =) i hope i get my off day.. i dun care. =P

den thurs hopefully can stay over @ eve's hse to play bridge? lolx.. dunno lahx.. c how.. =)

da reason y i enjoy my 1+yrs in ny..

da gals! =) nt all r here 2day.. bt it's enough to make my day.. more dan enough.. =D i luv u all!

so went w mel to yck to apply her pdl.. so ended up late meetin kel hu is dere alr.. den supposed to pay my fee bt den i lsot my application number.. how screwed i m sia.. lolx.. den went to taka basement to eat my omelette! den aft eatin bea came.. lolx.. den it's her turn to eat while i go pei mel to service her phone which ended up nt serviced.. lolx.. den din walk much.. bt den..

i get my zara top!!! alwaes wanted to buy one zara top coz dey r so cute! aimed 2 dat time.. ended up bot a new one!

so cute rite?

i bot it coz dere is cat!


n it's green!


dinner @

first time dere.. n spent 20 dere.. lolx.. =) ordered too much le.. din finish it..


mi n mel @ sushi tei.. we sittin nxt to each other.. hmm.. now @ da thot of it.. i was sittin w her dat time @ sakae sentosa oso rite? lolx..

my 2.50 coke...



evelyn usin my hp..


mi n mel agn~


takin evelyn usin san's phone to take a foto of herself.. lolx.. sounds so chim.. bt den pai seh lahx.. dat's wat gals do wen waitin for food to b served.. take fotos! lolx..

so san say she lk diz kinda foto.. so i helped her take it..



evelyn the vampire hees.. lolx.. coz her teeth prevent her fr mouthin words correctly? lolx.. so gt air so she alwaes hees.. lolx.. she's crazy.. lolx..


table of food!


da five of us @ toilet~ lolx.. paragon toilet aft sushi tei.. so nice! lolx.. we juz luv toilet! lolx.. takin fotos!


mi n kelly! i can nv say vulgarities to her.. lolx.. n wen u nid some really practical nt really.. wat shld say as.. critic? no no.. aiyahx.. u noe kelly u noe how she is lahx.. bt sometimes i juz nid it lahx.. =)


mi n evelyn! da only one stil lattached.. lolx.. =) alwaes laughin~ lolx..


mi n san!! my sister! our tings happen da same.. =) hope both of us find mr right soon! =)


mi n mel! alwaes cum n find mi.. da first one i start to complain to? lolx...


da pendant i made! =) n evelyn is wearin it!!!!! lolx.. =) bt it's gettin out of shape.. oops.


sushi. slimed down.. lolx..


i look so qian bian.. lolx.. wateva.. =P


a top dat i lk alot.. bt it make mi so insecure.. so i m nt wearin it anymore i guess.. till i feel safe agn.. so inside da memory box it goes...

called ah lian den knew dat she bot hers alr so i went to buy mine while waitin for sushi tei to call us..


n can u believe it! my mama actually wan to buy it! lolx.. bt it's too ex.. too bad i bot da bigger size or else mama can wear it too! aiyahx...

san kop diz for mi..

bt i givin it to my sis coz she gettin her name cards soon.. n she tink it's nice.. so gif her lorx.. dun tink san mind.. do u mind? i dun mind buyin my sis a new one tho.. lolx.. c how lahx.. =)

okiex.. dat's all for now.. my first day of recovery is gone.. i feel nth.. lolx.. die.. c how lahx.. =) i dun wish to b silly.. bt den i ended up may b silly.. lolx..

ohoh.. mfco get gold!!!!!! yeah!!!! tho i m nt part of da team now.. bt i used to b mahx.. tho now no contact @ all.. bt den.. my heart is still @ mfco.. so many beautiful memories n so many great frenz made.. =) i luv it! lolx.. we rox~ mfssco rox~ =) =) =)

i suddenly miss my pipa.

Monday, April 02, 2007
found sth dat supposed nt to b dere.. okiex.. fine i lied.. it is @ an obvious palce bt juz kip forgettin.. lolx...




n my fav!


tmr i shld gif back! i wil ltry my best to rmb..

so many entries 2day.. lolx.. =)

happen to c diz..


fr yahoo.

it's a baby tapir! so cute!!! =)


fr yahoo search.

fr stripes to half black half white! so so so so so cute! =)

i wan go zoo. bt it is a unacomplished plan as well.

i m so disappointin.

how can i bloody hell forget to pay da appication fee?! really wan to cry liaox.. den check den realise ntu dead line on 4apr.. heng.. i cant believe myself.. wat's wrong w mi? it is matter of my future.. i can actually forget to. anw.. so left w ntu maritime.. dat's where i goin...

dat's da 2nd time i wan to cry 2day. ='( da 1st time worth no mention.

disappointed by myself agn wen i actually key da order wrongly.. wth m i doin? den summore it is a set den i nv key in da drinks/soup of coz no 单 lahx... i doubt myself.

gettin 2 days off only... coz so many pple wan off on wed! so ended up i doin dishup fr 12 to closin.. lolx... no lahx.. aft ridzuan left i nid to do cashier as well.. bt diz is da first time my name @ dish up sia.. lolx... =) den dunno thurs gt off anot.. lolx... off off off..

wan off 3days pple say i wan quit liaox.. do i wan quit? i really dunno. lolx... coz a lot of pple r unemployed now.. so i can go hunt job w dem.. bt den.. kidna sian oso.. c how lahx... i nid to gather myself.. pastin myself back to pieces.. i m nt humpty dumpty.. i can b fixed back..

oh.. kana cheated by rid so many times lahx..

april's fool is such a bad day...

洒了又洒，盐用不完。

Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall.
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the king's horses and all the king's men
Couldn't put Humpty together again.
[taken fr http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Humpty_Dumpty]

i m nt humpty dumpty. i hope so.

我真的累了。

Sunday, April 01, 2007
tmr is da start of 3days off!!! yeah~~~~ lolx... can relax can go shoppin~~~ =)

diz 3days i will clear my stuffs n really start anew... aft i go shoppin of coz.. shoppin is still da most impt ting in my life.. okiex.. frenz n family r more impt.. lolx.. ltr i kana scolded by pple say shopin more impt dan dem.. lots of tings to buy!!! =)

3days to recover.. really recover.. nt lk dat time..

da desire to quit n get a new start is strong.. bt i wont bear to leave.. bt den is gettin harder n harder to survive wen tings r gettin complicated... world of politics.

dere's sth i wan to say... bt i 4gt agn.. damn...

3mnths @ work.. seems to b short bt den i learnt alot.. i grew up agn... made frenz... tho till now i m still dat blur bt den i changed for da better i hope.. lolx...

shit. i m goin to b late for work..