Wednesday, April 18, 2007
new blog url.

http://loveasalwaes-sushi.blogspot.com/

pple pls relink mi! i swear i will use diz url for one mnth @ least? lolx.

i dunno y i changin my url. i relaly dun. bt den. sian of crated. mayb i will change back.

okiex. pple. gif mi till diz friday. i will tell u my blog url.

pai seh.

2day is v. messy day. lolx. i dunno y. i feel pissed, happy, no mood, sad?, etc.

sarah ate mos w mi durin my break! =) tho her main purpose is to gif kenny her schedule. bt den, thanks anw~ lolx.

i 4gt wat we tokin abt le, bt den ended up rac say u dun nid take care de, break up oso mei shi. hmmmmm. truly speakin. dunno i shld b happy abt it or nt. lolx. bt den she ended w i noe u v. sad. lolx. den started to argue abt shld say or dun say. i tink shld say.

12+ den reached hm. thank god dere is one o' sardine waitin for mi @ hm. =) thanks hueva hu bot it. lolx. btw all thanks to bazid so late den reach hm bt den still nid thanks him for da ride hm~ coz i saved 98cents. =)

i'm so tired. eatin breakfast tmr? hope so. so long nv c my mama le.

tmr half day, meetin da gals.
friday off, i duno wat to do yet.

edwin ask y i lk to drink. or sth lk dat i cant rmb. i m v. tired u c.
den bazid say da song she listen u noe y liao mahx.
i duno wat to say.

i dun dirnk a lot. bt den i lk it. bt den pple ard me rarely drink so i din drink much wat.

i dun lk da attitude.
bt den nt really my problem rite?
tings r gettin bad for mi agn.
sobs.

rac ask if i hate him.
i say no.
do i?

crappy crappy rubbish.
all r craps.

i'm so tempted to prove u wrong.
bt den no pt.

tata pple~ take care! =)

love as alwaes,
shiling.

Monday, April 16, 2007
last post bfore i change my blog url.. tryin to find sth u noe..really nice.. bt dne.. i m such a bo liao person so i guess my blog url will b still v. weird? lolx.. bt den will nv lose to mel's blahbaablacksheep or izzit baablahblacksheep or wateva lahx horx?

anw.. kinda reflected.. lookin @ myself.. lookin @ pple.. hmmm.. i realise da pple left ard mi seems to b so lil.. hmmm.. spent 4yrs in co.. hmmm.. hu i still really really contact w? none. hmmm.. mayb juz momiji n kisa.. da rest? all disappear into thin air.. hmmm.. i guess i juz dunno how to kip contact w pple yar? duno how to show my concern n care n etc... i juz dunno how. i dunno y pple stick to mi tho i m lk so bo chap?

4A pple.. i m left w none.. hmm.. mayb ah lian bahx.. bt den ah lian is coz we same jc wat.. n mayb jess? dat one counted as 2A de lahx... den 2A de left w mad n eunice? nt much contact anw.. bt den nowadays i m practically out of contact coz i dun lk to sms.. i sms long le i find it v. ma fan to sms.. unless my mood is gd.. or else.. halfway i will disappear.. lolx...

primary sch one i left w zero..

jc ones.. left q. a no.. all my gals! =) mayb coz we still same sch few mnths ago? hmmm.. mayb aft few mnths left a few oso? i dunno.. time will tell?

it's kinda sad dat wen u r close to pple den juz drift apart coz u dunno how to care... honestly speakin.. i noe i duno how to show my concern.. i dun ask doesnt mean i dun care... i kip quiet doesnt mean i dun care... da ting is i duno how to show it... i dunno how to console pple... i only noe how to scold pple.. i noe how to listen..

same as wen i haf tings i dun say.. coz i duno how to say.. i dunno wat to say.. sometimes i dun even understand myself.. dat kinda tings.. how to say? i m so tired of myself for being unable to express... y everytin nid to b say out? i realy dunno. thot pple will understand mi.. bt den..

oh.. i suddenly realise.. we really havin dinner 2gether agn sia! dat time is eunice's bday.. now is mad bday.. den will b dor bday den my bday.. den weiyi's bday.. hope we can make it lahx.. havin dinner 2gether on bdays.. =)

oh. suddenly had an idea of my blog url.. =D

tata pple. =)

i reflected bt den i guess i wont change? lolx. i m so dead. =P

happy 19th birthday to dear madeleine! =)

so fast nxt yr is 20 liaox.. lolx.. goin to cya ltr!!! =)

i m havin a bad habit.. of cumin online everyday aft work.. no matter how tired i m.. unless my sis is usin da com n i tahan till i cannt tahan she still usin den i wont b usin it.. so 90% every nite i will online.. hmmm.. i guess i m tryin to get connect w da rest of da world? lolx.. readin blogs n stuffs.. coz now i m juz work work work work work..

2day felt better alr.. tho now coughin starts to emerge den now i feelin a bit feverish.. hmmm.. muz b da prata i ate juz now.. lolx. or mayb da ice cream.. or mayb da chicken durin my break or mayb even da pepsi.. lolx.. i aint any gd gal la horx.. sick cannt eat diz cannt eat dat.. eat q. a lot of unhealthy stuffs.. bt den.. hey.. my mama say sick can drink pepsi de... wen i fever my mama used to buy coke for mi okiex? so i feel lk drinkin coke.. hmmm.. tmr shld buy coke bfore i go work.. lolx..

anw fr tmr onwards everyone transformin to superman/superwoman.. lolx.. we practically c everyone everyday lahx.. unless those workin in da evenin de.. den wont c so much of dem... bt den pple lk bazid kenny faiz rachel n mayb even amy i will kip c-in dem.. lolx.. hope i wont sian of c-ing dem sia.. lolx...

went to had supper 2day.. prata~ n tasted sth new.. lolx.. boom.. lolx.. n ermx.. tea cino ice or sth lk dat? lolx... pai seh arhx.. i rarely eat supper.. n i eat free ride hm! =) thanks thanks!

lalala.

i wonder wen wil i c cheryl n sarah.. hmmm..

my bean sprouts still refuse to stand! argh. i muz practise~~~~~~~

tmr will b a v. bz day.. do diz do dat do diz do dat.. will i die doin floor da whole day? 9hrs summore.. lolx.. c how lahx.. bt nvm.. ah lian cumin work tmr!!!! =D

okiex.. i shld go off liaox.. stil lhaf lots of tings haven do.. zzz.. wan slp liaox.. lolx..

tata. nitex pple~

love as alwaes,
sushi. =)

Sunday, April 15, 2007
had fever 2day... totally gong durin work.. bt now feelin much better.. bt i guess.. it is goin to b worse agn wen i wake up.. coz i nv haf enough slp.. i dun understand.. y cant i go slp? lolx.. i wan to slp @ 1.. now i m still awake.. n still bloggin summore.. -.-

some numbers.

21/01
26/01
13/02
26/02
01/03
14/03
15/04

i take one mnth to move on... kinds slow arhx?

i guess i grew up. bt den. i m alr v. matured! lolx. =P

nitex pple~ i m goin to slp.. tryin to..

anybody wan work for mi tmr? i wan mc~~~ lolx..

i will b happy.
i goin to b happy.

oh. run 4.6K 2day w 2 pple help. imagine w/o dem. omg. how to run? lolx. thanks kenny for da dishup closin help n etc. =)

love as alwaes,
sushi. =)

Saturday, April 14, 2007
down w flu. soon cough n sore throat is goin to find mi. pple pls pray for mi dat i dun get fever.

cannt mc now, nobody to cover mi.

san, sry i din reply u. too tired to reply. so so so so sry.

mayb i really nid sb to take care of mi. bt nahx. i gt used of being independent. only myself is reliable? lolx.

i m @ dilemnia [wrong spellin?] shld i drink orange juice to give mi vit c bt den orange juice will bring mi more flu? n den choc coz i was too cold [wat's da opp of heaty?] bt den choc will bring mi sore throat + fever.. -.-

shit. i tink i m havin fever liao. tears r cumin. damn it.

i shld really go slp liaox. zzz. bless mi pple. i cannt work lk dat. damn it. i m bringin problems to da store sia wen da store is shortage of pple liaox. damn it.

one mnth le.
few more hrs to go.
time flew rite?
da smses r still dere.
i haven gt da energy to do.
i haven gt da mood to do.
i haven gt da time to do.

hope u r happy.
i really do hope dat.
no pt ended up both of us r unhappy.
really ptless.
bt den.
nt dat i m unhappy.
lolx.

oh. dat kenneth give mi da wrong song lahx.
oh ah lian cumin back to work! =)

i nid some love.
i nid some care.
i nid some hugs.
i nid some concern.

rac ask mi wen i m sick hu m i tinkin of.
my ans is. my bed.
seriously.
i din tink of anyone.
guess i m too independent?

love as alwaes,
sushi.

oh. faiz say i m love sick. -.-

Friday, April 13, 2007
one w 1r/s experience say she get over w it le.
bt den one w 13r/s experience say w his experience she haven get over w it.

idiot. lolx.
da only one hu still bring diz topic up.
n he's da one hu say i bury my sorrow into da song called that's why u went away by michael learns to rock coz i lk it n kenneth lk it so he go repeat track.. lolx.
so anw,
he make mi start to tink agn.
tho i m so tired.

i dun care so wat if i emphase da word.
it is da truth wat.

faiz said sth v. ridiculous. tho if it's da truth i will b happy. i'm so dead.

ps: i dun wan to die of heart attack.

oh.. kenneth resigned liaox.. 2day last day.. sobs.. lolx... miss his laptop! lolx.. =)

hey pple,
thanks for the love,
thanks for the concern,
thanks for being dere,
thanks for being u.
=)

do i sound lk i'm leavin? lolx.. i m nt.. i still haf my uni life to live thru! still haf my future~~~ =)

oh oh.. my pay is alr 505 bfore cpf fr 26 or izzit 25 mar to 11.. wahhahahahahaha` i tink i can earn 800 diz mtnh? i duno.. =)

single = low hp bill, more money for myself = more shoppin! i shld start plannin my list!! =) my jacket, watch [i m dyin to wear a watch.. so weird nt wearin one..], bag.. more heels more clothes.. =) oh.. n a new specs!

cant wait for uni life to start.. =) coz everyone startin sch soon.. make mi wan to start sch soon too!

sch life is gd. i alwaes luv studyin. lolx. coz i m alwaes learnin.

oh oh. i nid a notebk for my stuffs. i shld go popular buy it sia. wanted to buy dat notebk. c how bahx. =) c wat time i wake up tmr. or else go novena den buy lorx. durin my break.

anyone miss mi? =)

love as alwaes,
sushi. =)

Wednesday, April 11, 2007
i m tired. bt i dun wan slp. -.- it's lk most of da time i m workin. so i wan kip some time to myself? i dunno.

been so bz workin. no time to do or tink anytin else. bt den thots still float ard wen i go work or wen i went hm.

tho i hate my colleagues for all leavin due to startin of sch.. bt den.. gd luck! enjoy ur sch life~~~ soon i will enjoy my final sch life.. lolx.. i will enjoy it.. wont i? bt den will miss u all!!! =) take care~

so i m workin lk hell now.. esp now ridzuan as resigned.. -.- den w david n amy goin over... hu else left? -.- -.- -.- -.-

messier messier messier. can my life be back to simple? if, if, if.

i haf changed i realised. wen san say sb juz broke up w his stead. den i ask wen? she said ard one mnth.. den i say nt juz liao lorx.. q. long le. -.- i tink if it's last time, 2mnths seems to b juz for mi. lolx.. mayb even 3mnths? sitll counted as short for mi. i dunno i changed for da better or worse.

i nid a new start.

oh oh.. david has left. sobs! tho he alwaes pull my ponytail.. bt den sad lahx! cannt find him for kitchen stuffs le.. sobs.

i wan to back to...

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now i 4gt wat i wan to type.. -.-

if u noe.. will it b better? i dun tink so.

btw i had a doughnut fr qiqi.. da one she queued for 3hrs!!! so lng.. bt it loks so beautiful! so many choices sumore.. =) imagine someone actually spent 3hrs to queue juz to buy for mi.. tho diz is nt lahx.. bt dne.. da thot is lk.. so sweet. lolx.. tho i tink i will scold da person stupid.. bt den.. i m happy lahx.. lolx..

i juz tink too much.

“可以难过，可是要有个期限。” ------ 我和僵尸有个约会III

“都跟你说他叫阿敏了！” ------ 引擎

=)

btw i hope nobody is worryin for mi bt anw.. juz to reassure pple.. i m fine. =) n happy.

heard enough stories to make my hair stand.. lolx... full hse leix.. -.-

anw.. 2day i m so tired.. lolx.. tho i slp alot liaox.. -.- dey say i v. moody... bt i dun tink so leix.. lolx.. i m juz tired. aint i?

STRIKE! all correct! lolx.. =P

mayb it's fate or sth... i din get to post dat entry.. tmr mornin i guess.. along w da cleanin up. =)

nt much to say. tata``

love as alwaes,
sushi. =)

Tuesday, April 10, 2007
it muz b da drinks i had juz now. dat makin mi emo. lolx.

well well.. let mi summarise wat i did 2day.. or sld i say ytd...

meet mel n her mama n her di @ novena.. den go pl to eat my salmon steak w fried egg!!!! i realised i din take foto of it! so sad.. sobs... lolx.. bt anw.. i luv da salmon!!!! =)

den went to cityhall kel is late eve still @ hm.. lolx.. so we went to charles n keith first to find my clutch! dun haf! sobs.. den went to novena sq de.. dun haf oso! sobs sobs.. den kelly came.. went to novo.. den went to c my jacket.. i lk da puma one.. bt den.. it's guys one so mayb too big for mi? mayb i shld juz buy a gal one.. hmmm.. still considering..

den off we went! to kbox~~~ 3 of us.. w eve joinin us @ 4? sing sing sing sing... i off pitch here off rhythm dere.. -.- bt nvm.. i dun care! lolx.. i happy can liaox.. =P lookin @ da lyrics.. tinkin lots of tings...

den aft dat walk here walk dere till san cum.. we headed to suntec food court to eat.. =) i hate my hor fan w egg! nice~ kinda lil coz i finished it.. lolx... oh oh.. qiqi cum bfore dat., =)

den walk so so so long finally reached DXO.. had vodka RIBENA.. pls lahx.. it tastes lk ribena.. lolx.. even mel say so.. den aft dat is bourbon coke or wateva da correct spellin is.. it sux.. den mayb coz i drank da last cup too fast... my heart pump lk so fast.. -.-

few seconds i reached da bus stop my bus cum.. leavin qiqi alone so ke lian.. lolx.. tot i will b da one waitin for bus coz 133 juz left.. luckily sia.. =)

anw.. kinda early for mi.. reachin hm @ 12.. -.- where gt pple so early go hm de! bt den nvm..

thanks mel, kel, eve, san, qiqi to pei mi go kbox and/or DXO~ luv u gals!

ps: lazy to put up da pics.. wan to c go mel's blog.. her blah baa black sheep.. lolx..

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it muz b da drinks dat makes mi...

feel da pain,
miss you,
tink of u,
feel empty.

anw... prayin hard dat u will b happy.. another u oso.. n another u oso.. n more u, u, u, u.. we will get our happiness.. =) trust mi. i m alwaes correct. -.- nahx.

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i still din get to watch my number 23... sad.

on my way hm... was tinkin.. y m i destroyin my body.. drink is alr bad for health.. i sitl ldrink wen i m nt supposed to...

feel kinda low alr mel stil lsay i useless.. *slaps mel* =P

i haf sth to say bt i duno hu shld i say to.. i din wan da person to b fed up w mi.. to b irritated by me.. to tink i m v. fan or wat... mayb i m askin for someone to pity mi.. to show mi some attention? i dunno.

b more darin n dun gif up.

love as alwaes,
sushi. =)